Tuesday, June 2, 2009

"Why Can't I Follow?"











Before Jesus’ death, Peter didn’t understand what would happen or how he would respond in a time of crisis. During his Last Supper with Jesus, Peter asked, Lord, why can’t I follow you now? I will lay down my life for you. (Jn. 13:37 NKV)

How typical of the normal human response. We want to serve God immediately—according to our will, according to our desires, according to our unrealistic understanding. But impetuous desire is usually inconsistent with a person’s spiritual reality. Although Peter wanted to be a dedicated follower of Christ, he was immature. Although he loved Jesus, he was not ready to live sacrificially.

Jesus understood Peter and He understands us. Because He loves us, He allows circumstances to expose our nature as He allowed circumstances to expose Peter’s nature. Will you really lay down your life for me? Jesus asked. (v. 28a) Then he foretold Peter’s imminent denials.

A heart-rending series of events along with a revelation followed. But through it Peter learned to emphasize God instead of his personal human response—God instead of himself.

Originally published October 11, 1985.
Picture: Apple blossoms, West Fargo, 2009. Photo by Solveig.

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